struggle..... hesitate....

i was struggle....
stuggle for long time....
can any people tell me...
i pray to god to tell me what should i do.....

at the end i tell them.... feel relaxed after tell
THANKS FOR GOD help me make decision

last friday i was going school alone....
never mind la... i already please my friend to go....
BUT I FAILED

because when i reach my class just have 3 person
so i go 6BS2 to find friend to accompany me...
luckly Jack, Sagunan, and Thong already reach school....
then chit chat there....

after that they need go to chemistry
so i go back class
teacher was in side class and marking our paper....
teacher say one of my friend's answer was look like book....
i just can have wry smile....

actually i already know all of my friend PP2 marks
but i was hesitate to tell them....
i also dont know why...
maybe i angry....
today when i going tuition
my 潜意识 want to talk with them...
but my mind was stop it....
they ask what happen with me....
i just simply answer them then continue my thing....
that situation continue until finish tuition..

but night i was happy....
because of my church friend....
i drive people car.. that is power stering de...
but i sucess 退车....
so happy......